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It should be me and Salvador, that’s how it supposed to be…

I’ve knew him for so long but we’ve known each other mid of 2008 and meet, finally we became together end month of the same year.

Our first two months is tough but were striving hard and stretch about every issue and try not to change each selves but to get used to it were still growing..

We kiss and hug every time were together,pseudo-DO comes only in chances, there was never a full time DO, you can count it in your hands alone how many we had.

I’ve knew him he’s a responsible son and brother in their family, when it comes to household chores he can wash clothes as many the have compared to me. He may not be proficient but whatever life offers him, he stayed dignified, productive and he can identify his self to others, his interest makes him going, he always plucks the day.

Every mate knows he is kid-like, he do things that he want, often act like a child [that’s the good thing about kids their free to do things] but kids or children age ranges only 1 to 21?. I believe playing never stop till your already 45 or up or till u stop breathing. I came from a relationship were the guy is older than me but I’m not saying that he have to be what I had before. He’s totally different and that’s why I like him.

Break-up comes every month; same problem I don’t know until now if still me should stretch about it. I don’t want to enumerate or go into details about our problems he knew what I don’t like and im not sure if he’s sensitive enough about life intuition, I don’t want it to came from me im sure he knew it and its not for me its for him.

I month before I found I was pregnant, I was bold of breaking up with him and just the same he seem like he can’t hear me, he ignore me and act like no problem.

1^st week of august we had pseudo-DO and just the same it didn’t even last for 10mins. Yes his trying to comes in but it didn’t last inside for 10 seconds. He know what’s the problem that’s why he is right in claiming that it’s impossible for me to get pregnant, I requote “he is truly right”...

Before that sinful night I know I’m already pregnant.

I told him its him cause people knew he is my bf.

The truth is end week of july a coward and I we go out and spend 3 nights together. Successful DO happened.

I was really afraid and frightened, I’ve told the coward about it. He said “ are you sure? Maybe you can dirnk something about it?” I said “I’m afraid and I can’t do it, I can’t do it alone, but you can just stay away from me!” he said “ im afraid also to your parents but im here if you need anything.”

I stop communicating with him and Salvador

I speal the beans to my parents, they were very disgusted of me , they let me decide but all I can say is I’m afraid, papa decided that I should keep myself shut at home refrain from seeing any of them, tell the truth to Salvador, continue the pregnancy, after I gave birth , I must go back to work and start again.

---whorish woman [whoredoms]