The Specials - Doesn't Make It Alright

Just because you're nobody
It doesn't mean that you're no good
Just because there's a reason
It doesn't mean it's understood

It doesn't make it alright
It doesn't make it alright
It's the worst excuse in the world
And it, it doesn't make it alright

Some people think they're really clever
To smash your head against the wall
Then they say "you got it my way"
They really think they know it all

It doesn't make it alright
It doesn't make it alright
It's the worst excuse in the world
And it, it doesn't make it alright

Just because you're a black boy
Just because you're a white
It doesn't mean you've got to hate him
It doesn't mean you've got to fight

It doesn't make it alright
It doesn't make it alright
It's the worst excuse in the world
And it, it doesn't make it alright

Just because you're nobody

i Lost phone

motorola!

i bought my phone last 2008 with my own penny

i like the unit cause the battery lasts 1 to 2 days

uncommon!

i lost my hphone dis month..

i didnt notice that i lost it.. i knew its on teh table near me on our small eatery...several people walks on my back but because i'm confident that no one will strongly pick my phone cause i always do it.. left my phone on the table near me... but that sunny hot afternoon some one steal it to me... and i have no idea who is she or he..

but whoever she is i hope he'll use the money out of my phone on good..

=)

bato papel o gunting?

bato papel o gunting?

whenever we do this...
i first go with stone!
next is scissor and then paper... har!

a play to know who's the first? the last? to play in a game... super old school next to toss coin...

hehe..

sinlge

I already knew I was pregnant before I left my boyfriend. I know what you're thinking..It's okay.

people think of a single mom as some sort of super hero. were not super hero. i survive on the theory mom taught me.

I knew how to change a diaper, feed him.I had plenty of girl cousins who already had children so I was experienced. But I didn't know anything about the emotion-roller coaster I was about to embark on.

I don't know how's it to be happy, healthy and surviving. But I do know what it's like to be completely alone, and crowded at the same time. what it's like to feel like your running a never ending race, and with or without a signifcant other my child will grow up to be a respectable, and loving human being.

I have tried to build up walls now. I do not ever want to fall for someone, only to find out that the "can't deal" with my daughter.I'll be honest, sometimes it does not go well at all!

pfffff...

=)(=

1week more!

i'm excited to gave birth... i dont know how much it hurts and how long will it takes,hopefully things will be safe for both of us...=)

hoT

ang init... grrrrrrrrr

home

Home is where my parents and siblings. No matter how bad I did outside, they have to take me in responsibly. I couldn’t think of exact adjective to describe their love for me and how I feel for their love. I always feel blessed to have a family who never fail to guide me, I may have troublesome-their always available to fix it. I may not be their ideal daughter but their hand on my hand kept clasp, I lied to them as many as my eyebrows hair [but none major lies I did] yet their ears and heart stayed wide open and always ready to listen. I prefer to drink and have fun with my friends and they[my parents] always find time for us to be together. it was them who never get tired to chase and seek good things from us.

They are the only person here on earth that never turned their back on me, I never yet but if happened that I turned my back on them, I won’t let that happen again. Once maybe forgivable but if I did twice I should’ve shamed myself. They never missed to punish me every mistakes I made even if its minor they made me feel and realized that it was wrong and should not be done again.

They provide us not much but enough for a living. They gave us what we need. If we ask something we have to work for it or be worthy of it. I remember when I was elementary I asked for a famous headband that wears half of the population of girls in school. A shade-like-headband convertible to pony that time costs P40.00. mama told me she’ll buy me one if on the coming application for choir standing, I would placed on soprano 1 cause from grade 3 to 4 I’m always on the alto. I really didn’t work hard for it. I practice but not much on the judgment day our teacher placed me again on alto. I told mama about it and no headband. I couldn’t forget that I really wanted to have one, my allowance is not enough I buy lot of food instead, I tried to save but I always fail till time evaporates eagerness.

Working hard for what you want is the best lesson my parents taught me. Life wasn’t easy even fruits grow on trees yet you have to climb up to get one. You may fall once, twice and get wounded but trying never stop there, it’s a learning process. Giving up is never a solution for every frustration, failure or deceit we experience. Every road no matter how long-flat it may seem there’s a hump awaits you. You may not be ready every time but stayed positive really helps a lot. I’m half of my life and I don’t want to experience it again all the bad things happened.im grateful to have a parents like them. They made easy for me especially during my first pregnancy. I love them,they know the worst of me and never turn their faces away.