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Monday, May 17, 2010

half baked ideas

I've lived around them all my life and have seen them from family, close friends and strangers. This came to me this morning after a conversation with someone extremely close to me. It made me think how important it is to follow through with my personal ideas to as close to perfection as possible, take advice from those with experience and realize that if someone else can tell you what to do and how to do it the right way, find out why they ain't rich yet.

t's funny how I used to think life magically one day would be perfect. Now I think of how to spend my days, what my thoughts will consist of and what I have to do to get to as close to perfection as possible, Crazy, right. I work hard, follow my heart, attempt to have a social life and take care of myself the way I see fit. Life is full of these things, they are called choices. It matters what choice you make. Choices affect and effect how you live. Well this is my life lesson and I dream of the day of feeling accomplished, until then life awaits.

Friday, May 14, 2010

12 days

Once again I can't believe how fast time flies when you have a baby. cassie is soo much fun these days, laughing and smiling all the time. Letting her "cry-it-out" seems to have really helped through the night and during naps. She has gone from waking up 3-5 times a night and starting her day around 6:30 am...
I have no complaints, I just hope she keeps it up.finally cassie learn to take more water after feeding her milk... she's really having a hard time to pupu.. i lessen also her no. of milk scoops... i was thinking if i should start to breastfeed her... haaaaaaaaay... o_O

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

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Laba-dami Laba-linis Laba-ngo... ^_^
i dont wash clothes even my own clothes... but now... i should wash.... cassie's clothes... @_@

i miss my 10 hours sleep... T_T
Dami kong antok!

cassie, tito john john and tito bistek! ^__^

Monday, May 10, 2010

LABOR

Before the birth my midwife had told me to prepare myself for a long labor as mama was in labor for 36 hours. I didn't believe her at the time. I had an appointment with the midwife Thursday evening as I was by this stage a few days overdue, I was so disappointed to be told that nothing was happening - no dilation at all! i went home.

saturday evening i couldn't sleep... i texted ghian she told me not to stressed myself, it may cause alteration she told me to relax and don't think to0 much about the baby...

after lunch of sunday afternoon was awaken by a massive contraction...The contractions continued, starting at about 15 minutes apart..and the contractions for four hours and they were less than three minutes apart and at least a minute in duration. They were very painful.

4pm i feel like i'm having a fever the contractions still there.. mama and i went to the clinic and the OB told me to take a bath and be back at-least after dinner... i didn't take my dinner cause i was really into pain... the gaps of the contractions are getting short and the contractions is getting longer and painful... i told mama to went back by 7pm...

>>>> I labor only for 13 hours luckily i am.. as my midwife told me cause mostly first time pregnancy took 15 and up hours on labour...

>>>> the labor is really painful i felt like it has no end. its true what mama told me " msakit ang laboy nak mas masakit pa yan sa dismenoria mu... mtatawag mu lahat ng santo sa sakit" hehehhe very true.. mama told me to pray... i prayed all the the prayers i know... i called jesus and and all the saints even santa claus!!! haha!

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