Friday, April 30, 2010

sid nNAncy

sid n nanacy were called the romeo and juliet of punk rock

Sid Vicious, was born John Simon Ritchie on May 10, 1957. Sid Vicious died on February 2, 1979 making him about 21 years old when he died. Sid was an English punk rock musician who played at the bass guitar for the Sex Pistols. Sid Vicious was born in London to John and Anne Ritchie. Anne was a hippie and his father was a guard at Buckingham Palace. According to the band's photographer, Dennis Morris, Sid was "deep down, a shy person." However, Sid was known to get in fights and make threats. Sid was a poor fighter though

Nancy Spungen was born screaming on February 27, 1958 to Frank and Deborah Spungen. The Spungens were a middle class Jewish family in the Huntingdon Valley area of Lower Moreland Township, Pennsylvania, a suburb of Philadelphia. Her father was a businessman and her mother owned a local health food store called The Earth Shop in Jenkintown, PA. Nancy was born a month premature, and suffered from severe cyanosis. Look cyanosis up.

Nancy Spungen left home at age 17 and moved to New York City. She followed bands such as Aerosmith, The New York Dolls and The Ramones. She was also reportedly a good friend of Debbie Harry. Later she worked as a stripper in New York City, and as a prostitute, before moving to London looking for Jerry Nolan of The Heartbreakers, who wanted nothing to do with her. Instead Nancy met The Sex Pistols.

In November 1977, Sid met Nancy Spungen. They immediately began their rocky love affair. At this time, Nancy already was a heroin addict and Sid followed suit. There is some disagreement whether Sid was already into heroin before he met Nancy or is it true that she introduced him to it. Some sources claim that Sid had begun to use speed with his mother at an early age and then got into heroin when Nancy came around. I guess we'll never know for sure but it was the beginning of the end.

Death

Over the next few months, Sid and Nancy spiraled into serious drug abuse, punctuated by reports of domestic violence. The end came on the morning of October 12, 1978 when Nancy was found dead on the bathroom floor of their room. Nancy was wearing a black bra and panties. She had suffered a single stab wound to her abdomen and apparently bled to death. Their bed was drenched with Nancy's blood. Sid claimed to have awoken from a drugged stupor to find Nancy dead on the bathroom floor. On November 22, 1978 he was arrested and charged with her murder. Sid claimed to have no memory of the event.

There are several theories that Nancy was murdered by someone else, particularly one of the 2 drug dealers who visited the room that night. It is also believed that there may have been a possible robbery as some items were missing which included a large amount of money. One of the 2 alleged drug dealers believes that the other dealer who had been there that evening had left before him to obtain more heroin, and was due back after he had left the building. He strongly believed that the other dealer returned, found Sid out cold, and attempted to steal the remaining drugs, leading to a confrontation with Nancy.

"To tell the truth, at the time it wouldn't have surprised me if he (Vicious) or anyone killed her, she was that obnoxious. When she started up with that incessant whining she was more than the human mind could bear." Chrissie Hynde Rotten No Irish No Blacks No Dogs

On October 22 (10 days after Nancy's death), Sid attempted suicide by cutting his arm very badly and was admitted to Bellevue Hospital for quite some time. At some point after leaving the hospital, Sid was charged with assault for smashing a beer mug in the face of someone. Sid was not a happy camper. He was arrested December 9, 1978 and sent to Riker's Island jail for 55 days. He was released on bail February 1-2, 1979.

Sid wrote the following for Nancy while at Riker's.

You were my little baby girl
And I shared all your fears
Such joy to hold you in my arms
And kiss away your tears
But now you're gone there's only pain
And nothing I can do
And I don't want to live this life
If I can't live for you
To my beautiful baby girl
Our love will never die.

sid died 21 while nancy is on her 20

The Specials - Doesn't Make It Alright



Just because you're nobody
It doesn't mean that you're no good
Just because there's a reason
It doesn't mean it's understood

It doesn't make it alright
It doesn't make it alright
It's the worst excuse in the world
And it, it doesn't make it alright

Some people think they're really clever
To smash your head against the wall
Then they say "you got it my way"
They really think they know it all

It doesn't make it alright
It doesn't make it alright
It's the worst excuse in the world
And it, it doesn't make it alright

Just because you're a black boy
Just because you're a white
It doesn't mean you've got to hate him
It doesn't mean you've got to fight

It doesn't make it alright
It doesn't make it alright
It's the worst excuse in the world
And it, it doesn't make it alright

Just because you're nobody

Thursday, April 29, 2010

i Lost phone


motorola!

i bought my phone last 2008 with my own penny

i like the unit cause the battery lasts 1 to 2 days

uncommon!

i lost my hphone dis month..

i didnt notice that i lost it.. i knew its on teh table near me on our small eatery...several people walks on my back but because i'm confident that no one will strongly pick my phone cause i always do it.. left my phone on the table near me... but that sunny hot afternoon some one steal it to me... and i have no idea who is she or he..

but whoever she is i hope he'll use the money out of my phone on good..

=)

bato papel o gunting?



bato papel o gunting?

whenever we do this...
i first go with stone!
next is scissor and then paper... har!

a play to know who's the first? the last? to play in a game... super old school next to toss coin...

hehe..

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

sinlge

I already knew I was pregnant before I left my boyfriend. I know what you're thinking..It's okay.

people think of a single mom as some sort of super hero. were not super hero. i survive on the theory mom taught me.

I knew how to change a diaper, feed him.I had plenty of girl cousins who already had children so I was experienced. But I didn't know anything about the emotion-roller coaster I was about to embark on.

I don't know how's it to be happy, healthy and surviving. But I do know what it's like to be completely alone, and crowded at the same time. what it's like to feel like your running a never ending race, and with or without a signifcant other my child will grow up to be a respectable, and loving human being.

I have tried to build up walls now. I do not ever want to fall for someone, only to find out that the "can't deal" with my daughter.I'll be honest, sometimes it does not go well at all!

pfffff...

=)(=

Thursday, April 1, 2010

1week more!

i'm excited to gave birth... i dont know how much it hurts and how long will it takes,hopefully things will be safe for both of us...=)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

hoT



ang init... grrrrrrrrr