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chassandra

soo funny i found out that cassie likes when someone talks to her... mama talks to her first time next is me.. we enjoy talking to her cause she respond like she understood what were saying... she laughs and smile a lot... and the only one she can speak out was "uh" many times...hehe

she only knew when someone is with her when someone call her name... we all have diff calls on her...mama used to call her "chandrabebe" or "bebechandra" mine was "chassandra" and papa call her "andang" which irritates me a lot whenever i hear it in the morning... i juts think of papa is the one who provide milk and diaper for cassie while im not working yet... my brotehrs and sister call her cassandra...lala and cathy my sisters who often fight for who should carry cassie... they love cassie a lot... they always tell how pretty and she has cute eyes and smile... and i end it of "parang c mama nia" and they'll start to bluff me...haha! lot of jest and funny moments when cassie is around...

my borthers are the one who make fun bout her nose... kuya: pisilin mu ung ilong tuwing umaga maagapan p yan"... hahaha... and the twin (dhong and dhing) my brothers they always pissed johnjohn like "di k n namin love c cassandra n lng kc kahit gabi na amoy araw ka pa rin... di ka na amoy baby" hahahaha


i have a lot of hard copy writing about cassie's updates but the writing was like im telling it to her father... which i planned to to msg it to him.. but things changed... hard copy cause i often write near cassie usually every 2am to 3am... and i cant stay that long in the computer cause my eyes hurts and sometimes head ache too... so last night i start to rewrite it all and just post it to my blog...

BROKEN COLLAR

i still care believe me..broken collar? did they put a metal plate in it? >__<...and it might deformed his shoulder... #__#.. !! i worry bout how he do things like cooking, buying things, cleaning his house with two kids around... and worst is he's dealing with it wch i know he irritates easily... >__<

but funny cause no matter how bad his day im SURE he'll end it with a beer and a nice nice right?... so no worries ^__^


im planning to make another blog for cassie... all about cassie... so if she grew up i'll let her read my blog... ^__^ cause this blog is made for my thoughts and insights etc etc... yes cassie is always part of my thoughts but i want to just kept or i'll only post blog bout my happy moments with her and updates... just cassie alone...

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cassie is already month old... time flies really fast

i saw cassie not only my angel but a tangible answer to my questions and confusions... from the past years im often confused and having a hard time to make decision, cause i always considered things even if i already know what to do or what is right to do...

and what i realized now is that whatever life offers me in everything i do just dont base to what is right but what or where I'll be comfortable and happy with... cause its really a good start... being righteous i realized now is when your happy and comfortable of where you are and what u have ... you'll never engaged yourself into any mistakes that could lead you into living with regret...

at first i was unconsciously applying after i gave birth this >.< i learned...

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cassandra ..

It’s been awhile since I felt so happy. uhmuhm... I’ll just use the word ‘happy’ ‘Coz happy is what I am right now. It’s been awhile. Then today happened. I smiled and smiled.

The way I put it seems like I only write when I am happy. no... There was a shortage of entries starting this year due to work and I have to say, life. Deep down I must add that I didn’t write because I was afraid that I might say things that I might regret because SOME occasions that happened on the past several months didn’t bring me joy.

Today, I learned the true meaning of appreciating others.

A wise man said, appreciate those who appreciate you. I’ve noticed that we as human beings feel some kind of joy when people especially our loved ones are thoughtful and appreciative. It means that some mutual understandings occur.

A simple as that.

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im not perfect and i made mistakes

and i was super late to realize that first love is different and so far away to true love...
first love is first love but it doesnt mean its true love

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GUSTO KO NG MATULOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

230AM
i want to sleep to0 baby... huhu T_T
she wakes up 3-5 times a night...

cassie meet SUN every 730am

nice eyes!! ^__^
owh..
owh

lintik na ilong yan!!! #_#

vid

it was cathy who took the first vid right after i gave birth.....
the nurse was putting something i dont know what hehe... to cassie

second vid its me who took the vid...
cassie's mama is bored!! @_@

Green Day - Last Night on Earth Live @ Manchester 30/10/09

a song for my cassie

my beating heart belongs only to her...

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my beating heart belongs only to you!

half baked ideas

I've lived around them all my life and have seen them from family, close friends and strangers. This came to me this morning after a conversation with someone extremely close to me. It made me think how important it is to follow through with my personal ideas to as close to perfection as possible, take advice from those with experience and realize that if someone else can tell you what to do and how to do it the right way, find out why they ain't rich yet.

t's funny how I used to think life magically one day would be perfect. Now I think of how to spend my days, what my thoughts will consist of and what I have to do to get to as close to perfection as possible, Crazy, right. I work hard, follow my heart, attempt to have a social life and take care of myself the way I see fit. Life is full of these things, they are called choices. It matters what choice you make. Choices affect and effect how you live. Well this is my life lesson and I dream of the day of feeling accomplished, until then life awaits.

12 days

Once again I can't believe how fast time flies when you have a baby. cassie is soo much fun these days, laughing and smiling all the time. Letting her "cry-it-out" seems to have really helped through the night and during naps. She has gone from waking up 3-5 times a night and starting her day around 6:30 am...
I have no complaints, I just hope she keeps it up.finally cassie learn to take more water after feeding her milk... she's really having a hard time to pupu.. i lessen also her no. of milk scoops... i was thinking if i should start to breastfeed her... haaaaaaaaay... o_O


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Laba-dami Laba-linis Laba-ngo... ^_^
i dont wash clothes even my own clothes... but now... i should wash.... cassie's clothes... @_@




i miss my 10 hours sleep... T_T
Dami kong antok!
cassie, tito john john and tito bistek! ^__^

LABOR

Before the birth my midwife had told me to prepare myself for a long labor as mama was in labor for 36 hours. I didn't believe her at the time. I had an appointment with the midwife Thursday evening as I was by this stage a few days overdue, I was so disappointed to be told that nothing was happening - no dilation at all! i went home.

saturday evening i couldn't sleep... i texted ghian she told me not to stressed myself, it may cause alteration she told me to relax and don't think to0 much about the baby...

after lunch of sunday afternoon was awaken by a massive contraction...The contractions continued, starting at about 15 minutes apart..and the contractions for four hours and they were less than three minutes apart and at least a minute in duration. They were very painful.

4pm i feel like i'm having a fever the contractions still there.. mama and i went to the clinic and the OB told me to take a bath and be back at-least after dinner... i didn't take my dinner cause i was really into pain... the gaps of the contractions are getting short and the contractions is getting longer and painful... i told mama to went back by 7pm...

>>>> I labor only for 13 hours luckily i am.. as my midwife told me cause mostly first time pregnancy took 15 and up hours on labour...

>>>> the labor is really painful i felt like it has no end. its true what mama told me " msakit ang laboy nak mas masakit pa yan sa dismenoria mu... mtatawag mu lahat ng santo sa sakit" hehehhe very true.. mama told me to pray... i prayed all the the prayers i know... i called jesus and and all the saints even santa claus!!! haha!

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