no worries

soo funny i found out that cassie likes when someone talks to her... mama talks to her first time next is me.. we enjoy talking to her cause she respond like she understood what were saying... she laughs and smile a lot... and the only one she can speak out was "uh" many times...hehe

she only knew when someone is with her when someone call her name... we all have diff calls on her...mama used to call her "chandrabebe" or "bebechandra" mine was "chassandra" and papa call her "andang" which irritates me a lot whenever i hear it in the morning... i juts think of papa is the one who provide milk and diaper for cassie while im not working yet... my brotehrs and sister call her cassandra...lala and cathy my sisters who often fight for who should carry cassie... they love cassie a lot... they always tell how pretty and she has cute eyes and smile... and i end it of "parang c mama nia" and they'll start to bluff me...haha! lot of jest and funny moments when cassie is around...

my borthers are the one who make fun bout her nose... kuya: pisilin mu ung ilong tuwing umaga maagapan p yan"... hahaha... and the twin (dhong and dhing) my brothers they always pissed johnjohn like "di k n namin love c cassandra n lng kc kahit gabi na amoy araw ka pa rin... di ka na amoy baby" hahahaha

i have a lot of hard copy writing about cassie's updates but the writing was like im telling it to her father... which i planned to to msg it to him.. but things changed... hard copy cause i often write near cassie usually every 2am to 3am... and i cant stay that long in the computer cause my eyes hurts and sometimes head ache too... so last night i start to rewrite it all and just post it to my blog...

BROKEN COLLAR

i still care believe me..broken collar? did they put a metal plate in it? >__<...and it might deformed his shoulder... #__#.. !! i worry bout how he do things like cooking, buying things, cleaning his house with two kids around... and worst is he's dealing with it wch i know he irritates easily... >__<

but funny cause no matter how bad his day im SURE he'll end it with a beer and a nice nice right?... so no worries ^__^

im planning to make another blog for cassie... all about cassie... so if she grew up i'll let her read my blog... ^__^ cause this blog is made for my thoughts and insights etc etc... yes cassie is always part of my thoughts but i want to just kept or i'll only post blog bout my happy moments with her and updates... just cassie alone...

cassie is already month old... time flies really fast

i saw cassie not only my angel but a tangible answer to my questions and confusions... from the past years im often confused and having a hard time to make decision, cause i always considered things even if i already know what to do or what is right to do...

and what i realized now is that whatever life offers me in everything i do just dont base to what is right but what or where I'll be comfortable and happy with... cause its really a good start... being righteous i realized now is when your happy and comfortable of where you are and what u have ... you'll never engaged yourself into any mistakes that could lead you into living with regret...

at first i was unconsciously applying after i gave birth this >.< i learned...

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